tha tha

before I actually passed from you ...
one truth that I want to say to you
the reasons for my behavior

I'm sorry if I hurt you ...
I was also hurt by all this ...
but it was not you who hurt me ...
my thoughts and my own feelings of hurt me ...

recently I think you're away from me ...
and you know that I really need you ..
you are my breath of joy ..
without you my day to be a gray day ..

I try to understand about your busy ..
but my heart would not accept ...
I'm selfish ... because I'm sue you to spend a little time with me every day.
you say you can not ...

but then I found you often appear ...
but not for me ...
you are here and there ... with this and that ....

I was annoyed ... rage over me ..
then I thought ... why should I be angry? when I saw you close to other people??
and I realized ... it was all because I was afraid to lose you ...

and why should I be afraid to lose you??
we are not what what ... we are just ordinary friends ...

but not pige ...

I now realize that there is another sense my heart ..
I get confused ... I'm nervous .. restless and SHY ..

because we promise to just friends and not be more than that ...

but I can not help feeling this ...

That's why I chose away from you ...
because I can no longer there beside you, and dismiss this love ..

I just tried to kill this feeling ..

though it hurts me and I know also that this will make you sad ..

I'm sorry pige ..
I really never thought this would happen ..
I think our friendship will be forever ...
but sorry I was not able to maintain the sanctity of our friendship ...

I'm sorry I had soiled his sacred friendship