i lov my swet heart

Your sweet as honey, Your pure as Gold, Your light as air, You lift my soul, You say sweet words, You lay and sleep, You've given so many nights for me, Your pure at heart, You share your love, You've given me all of the above, You say you love me...And I love you, And so I'd like to give something to you, A promise that should never break, A promise I could never fake, My hand is yours, My life is too, As we walk together, I'll limp with you, So dont despare for I am here, Waiting for you to get so near, Not long to wait, These restless nights, And days weve had to stand and fight, Ones heart desires to not give up, For what will come will be enough, More than a dream, I've longed for you, That beautiful man, So sweet, So true, And now I'll finnish with a line, To make you smile, and laugh, not cry, So here it goes, From whiterose to the dew, I love you, My lovely, Sweetheart....

wen d wind howls

When the wind howls and..
Blows me away with the sand..
The moon takes place..
Shooting darkness at my face..
I stay captive - But no one knows..
For it only happens when I'm alone..
The show begins as it displays my fears..
My heart beat quickened as I burst in tears..
Then I feel the warmth of your arm..
Clinging around me like a charm..
I hold on you tightly, then try to call..
To make sure you hold me and not let me fall..
Suddenly everything comes back in place..
As the sun locks the moon away in it's case..
When the light fills my eyes I silently pray..
For your love to be with me everyday!

i love u

I never can find the right words to say,
I just go with the flow each & everyday.
I never knew there could be love like this,
In a world full of cayos its always you i miss.
If there was one thing I could ask Allah for,
I would tell him that its you i adore.
My heart skips a beat when i hear the door,
because i know its you coming back for more.
Since we had the love together,
I know we can withstand any kinda weather.
I will make dua for you and me,
that we can be in Jennah and always be.
I will love you forever,
you have the key to my heart,
you unlocked it so now we can never part.
My eyes are full with tears,
but I'm not going to cry,
I just cant wait for the day that i die.
The sooner that happens,
the sooner it will be.
With Allah's mercy,
Just You and Me.

IF I COLD

If I could save time in a bottle the first thing that I'd like to do is to save every day 'til eternity passes away just to spend them with you if I could make days last forever if words could make wishes come true I'd save every day like a treasure and then again I would spend them with you if I had a box just for wishes and dreams that had never come true the box would be empty except for the memories of how they were answered by you but there never seems to be enough time to do the things you want once you find them I've looked around enough to know that you're the one I want to go through time with

I hid you for a long time the way a branch hides its slowly ripening fruit among leaves, and like a flower crystal of ice on a winter window you open in my mind. In my heart I keep the sparkle of your eyes the tender warmth of your smile the small tilt of your head the delicate curves of your soft body and I dream dream of holding you close caring for you, protecting you and loving you always.

When I think of love ... I think of roses and red hearts ... quiet walks ... and very soft, tranquil music ... I envision an eagle taking flight on a crisp fall morn ... the first snowflake in the winter ... and the sound of the first robin in the spring ... I envision a glorious sunrise ... a spectacular rainbow ... and stars brightly shining on a summer night ... But most of all, I envision you ... your eyes radiating warmth, joy and vibrance ... and the tender feelings in my heart from your friendly smile.

if ever two were one

If ever two were one ,then surely we;

If ever man were loved by wife,then thee;

If ever wife was happy in a man,

Compare with me,ye women,if u can.

I prize thy love more than whole mines of gold,

Or all the riches dat the East doth hold.........

Thy love is such I can no way repay,

The Heavens reward thee manifold,I pray.

Than while we live in love let's so preserve,

That when we live no more.....we may live ever.

The Morning Rise

In vain I see the morning rise,
In vain observe the western blaze,
Who idly look to other skies,
Expecting life by other ways.

Amidst such boundless wealth without,
I only still am poor within,
The birds have sung their summer out,
But still my spring does not begin.

Shall I then wait the autumn wind,
Compelled to seek a milder day,
And leave no curious nest behind,
No woods still echoing to my lay’!

still, i ll be there

I will still be there

Sharing your hopes,

Your joys, your cares.

And I will still warm your heart on the

Cold winter nights.

Sometimes you will feel me as you pass through the crowds,

You'll brush my spirit and know

You do my heart proud.

When ever you stop in your tracks,

Close your eyes, and you will see clearly....

I am still with you...loving you.....

Without You

 

I place our friendship in a circle

For I know it can never end

I can try to hide my feelings

I can try to pretend

But in the end I know

That the truth will be

Because in my heart I know

You mean the world to me

This wasn’t supposed to be easy

But after everything we’ve done together

I can’t just let go now

Because I thought this was forever

All the memories I have of us

They’ll live on forever

Even if I come to find

As best friends we’re no longer together

I’m beginning to accept that

People have to go their different ways

In my mind I always though

We would never go astray

It’s hard to believe that

People change and people grow

Is this really happening?

Or is it one big show?

I know I’m not strong enough

To keep on going like this

Because being best friends

I’d amazingly miss

If this happens

If it’s really true

My loss would be huge

I’d be lost without you

i love u still, even though i know

 

I love you even though I know

You show no love for me.

Your eyes are icy springs that feed

My hidden ecstasy.

All night I hold you in my arms

And sleep in your embrace.

All day I turn away from life

To gaze upon your face.

Alone I find within my heart

A black and raging sea,

For only you, beloved one,

Can calm my Galilee.

here we are ...

Here we are again,
One year later, and everything’s changed.
I think we both know,
But the uncertainty is just another closed door.
You decide.

Remember Valentine’s Day last year?
You wanted a date, something special.
I preferred to stay home and nap.
A decision never regretted, only wrong.
I wish you would decide.

Your eyes look sadder this time,
If you looked at me, then I would really know.
I only have Sundays, or maybe just someday
It would make it easier to talk, perhaps tomorrow.
Please, you decide.

What’s The Matter if you want me?

Do you want me? What’s the matter?

You’re afraid some door will close?

You want the scent without the rose?

The moans of love without the chatter?

You think our love might be a tomb,

The only exit through my pain?

You’d rather put things off again

To give your fantasies some room?

You think: she’s great, but in a while

I might get bored? Or something better,

Filling out a tighter sweater,

Might flash me a quick come-on smile?

You don’t want to be tied just yet

To just one future, just one kiss?

You think about all you might miss

And hold out for a better bet?

Well, fine! But then why do you haunt

Me like a jackal night and day?

Why, when my interest seems to stray,

Are you so sure of what you want?

Why, when I dare so much as laugh

At some guy’s jokes, you go ballistic,

Nasty, borderline sadistic,

As if somebody touched your stuff?

And yet when I hook on to you,

You will not let yourself be mine,

Take out your fears and draw a line

Between what you and I can do?

But freedom must be mutual,

And it takes two for one embrace.

You can’t both love and freedom chase,

Unless you would adore a fool.

My Heart Lay Bleeding

I feel as though my heart lay bleeding
On a countertop.
The pain is like a flooded scream
That cannot, will not stop.

I cannot live, I cannot breathe;
Pain is all I do.
I cannot think how I can be
Long living without you.

Ah, God! I want you back so bad
That I would gladly die
To hold you in my arms again
And not care how or why;

To hold you in my arms again
And tell you of my love,
And then go gladly back to dust
Should I your heart not move.

I Think, I Can Not Live without you.

I look at you and think: I cannot live

Without you; you’re the person of my dreams.

Of course I know I can, but I must give

My heart room to tell it as it seems.

Romance must have a language fit for feeling

More than fits between the earth and sky.

For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling:

My love goes down too deep and flies too high.

So when I say I cannot live without you,

Know I can’t imagine so much pain;

And when I claim to always dream about you,

Well, know the moon is happy once again.

The sun reveals cold truths for all to see,

But I must light my love with poetry.

Do Not Love Me Yet

Do not love me yet, for I
Am still a slender moon,
A scimitar about the heart
Too sharp to touch too soon.

Before I’m touched I need to grow
More full in golden light;
I need to smile upon my earth
And rule some patch of night.

I need to know what roads and fields
Lie in my domain
And dull my brand new ecstasies
With sophomoric pain.

I need the love of some blank boy
As cold and dark as me,
That we might grope in ignorance
And fear of what might be.

And then, when I’m a silver bowl
And know what I can hold,
Then, then, perhaps, we could try love
If you are not too old.

my dreams

had i the heaven's embroidered cloths

enwrought with gold and silver light

the blue........

and the dim........

and the dark cloths of night

and light........

and half light........

i would spread the cloth under your feet

but i

being poor

have only my dreams

i have spread my dreams under your feet,

so........

tread softly

because you tread on to my dreams

I Could Be Alone???

 

I sometimes think that I could be alone:

Really alone, with neither God nor friends.

The people near me then might well be stone:

Just faces on a frieze that never ends.

And I would travel in my mind towards death,

A world within a world sealed like a tomb.

My thoughts would be as silent as my breath,

And, like my breath, expire at my doom.

Such thoughts would make me shudder, were not you

A world where I may enter and find rest.

A rock gives way within, and I walk through

To be in laughing eyes a welcome guest.

Thank God I have you, friend, that I might stay

And be as I could be no other way

can u tell me, why i can't ???

Please tell me why can‘t I

Breathe when you‘re near me

Breathe when you‘re close to me

They say that I‘m a fool

For loving you deeply

-loving you secretly

Please tell me why do birds

Sing when you‘re near me

Sing when you‘re close to me

I‘ve stayed since yesterday

Under a rainbow

And think about tomorrow

You take my heart away.

What should I say to you

If I see you again

You are in my brain

I can never leave you..

To Say Goodbye’s Impossible Forever

To say goodbye’s impossible forever,

And yet we must too soon exchange goodbyes.

No magnitude of love when someone dies

Can manage the immensity of never.

Yet even death cannot our friendship sever

Though you may rest somewhere beyond our sighs

And all the talk of afterlife be lies.

Eternity is our brief glimpse of ever.

Even as each breeze must alter time

And each unruly rock reshape the sea,

So love lasts beyond our consciousness.

Each pulse of life’s a piece of the sublime,

A breath so full of grace it cannot be,

A wave that ripples endlessly through darkness.

PICTURE IN MY DREAMS

Late at night when I'm in bed
What seems like a picture begins in my head.
And as my eyes begin to shut,
My body feels as it is fluttering up.
Then as amazing as it seems,
The picture becomes clearer and clearer in my dreams.

But what does the picture hold?
I still can't make it out.
But as it begins to unfold,
I know there is no doubt.

It's a picture of a man and a woman standing side by side,
With happiness in their eyes.
But suddenly the picture comes to a stop.
Then the woman looks like me,
The man I still can't make out.
But how can this be?
Everything was going right and I was going to see
The man I loved and was going to be with for eternity.

The picture isn't coming out and I guess I will have to wait and see
To find out who the man is standing next to me.
For maybe we might get together and I hope this dream comes true.

But now I know I won't have to wait for him;
Because the  man in my arms is you.

Stole My Heart

You stole my heart but you can keep it.
Make me who I want to be.
Living in a fantasy of hearts and skulls.
A little afraid. A little Alive.

You are my dark side.
My midnight moonlight illuminating the pieces of a shattered dream.
They cut me deep.
But you touch me deeper.

With just the touch of the fingers you shock me to the bone.
Release butterflies in my bloodstream.
Make me jump, make me feel.
Make me light, make me real.