I Lost You Forever

Oh dear,dear, dear ,
How I lost you forever ?
You were the sweetness of my life,
Like a beloved husband for a wife,
All my dreams were full of you,
Everything in you was new,
Your body, your manners, your soul,
You were the fresh water poured in a mool.
When you looked in my eyes that morning,
All around me began shinning.
I can’t explain what you meant for me,
You were a pearl I found, simply.
You were the goal of the game of love,
To win you, all my efforts were not enough.
I would give all my existence,
If only it was not beyond my endurance,
To find rest in your arms,
And to be dissolved in your charms.
Oh dear,dear,dear,
Why I lost you forever ?

My Tears Are Not Of Loss

My tears are not of loss

But of time too quickly gone.

I miss our days together

Even while they’re going on.

I savor odd, sweet moments

When you laugh or when you smile,

Nostalgic for your presence

Though you’re with me all the while.

Strange how fantasy

Can wander in and out at will,

Looking back from somewhere

That is just beyond a hill.

And so when once you leave

You will not leave me alone,

For I will have you with me

Long, long after you are home.

iam die in thhis love

  
Die In This Love

Die, die, die in this love.
If you die in this love your soul will be renewed.
Die, die, don’t fear the death of that which is known.
If you die to the temporal you will become timeless.
Die, die, cut off those chains
that hold you prisoner to the world of attachment.
Die, die, die to the deathless and you will be eternal.
Die, die, come out of this cloud.
When you leave the cloud,
you will be the effulgent moon
Die, die, die to the din and noise of mundane concerns.
In the silence of love you will find the spark of life.

After You Leave me ....

After you leave, I will become a tree

Alone on a hillside, loving wind and sun,
Waiting for you to return home to me
Though centuries of lonely stars may run.

I’ll grow tall and give lots of shade,
Sheltering birds and other bright-eyed things.
Pleased with all the progress that I’ve made,
I’ll spread my leafy branches out like wings.

But oh! Every moment of every day
I’ll miss you with the passion of the wind,
Gazing endlessly upon the way
That without you must empty, empty wind.

For A Lost Lover

U say: I love you

I say: You love the idea of me

U say: I want you

I say: You are in denial

U say: We have to be together

I say: In your dreams

U say: I will always carry your smile in my heart

I say: I couldn’t care less

U say: I would sell my soul to be with you

I say: I had better offers

U say: I am sorry for hurting you

I say: I can’t forgive you

U say: I am nothing without you

I say: You are nothing anyway

U say: Well, maybe we are not meant for each other

I say: Maybe, maybe not

Without A Title

Don’t look at me
I don’t want you to see
My swollen face, with red eyes
My look full of despair and desires

Don’t talk to me
You are not the one you pretended to be
You can’t keep up the wrong face
Just please give up the pretense

Don’t come up with a new excuse
That is again another form of abuse
Is it time for another mood swing?
Just don’t bother me with this thing

You missed again and again your chance
It is my turn to take somebody else’s dance
Soon you will be one of my many ex-lovers
It is time again for some other new comers