21 days in cittagong ...

Wednesday 27.april.2011_ monday .17. May.2001

Balikpapan, Wednesday, April 27, 2011 

Major accidents that occurred in the late afternoon before sunset, it became the main topic of the paper. A trailer fulled with a cargo of cement through the brake and drove relieved uncontrollably in the streets who declined to hit a few private cars, taxi and some motors that stopped at the intersection of five trafficlights "R-Park". It causes pileup, 4 private cars, taxi and 3 motors 8 victims, all vehicles were badly damaged, 2 cars and 1 motor burned and caused passengers died place. The others injured, including a young girl where use hijab and riding the pink vario motorcicle.

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Wednesday. 27-April-2011.
Fay gasped when the old lady who sat beside to wake her, ah, who knows how long she slept, the trip from Jakarta- Dhaka takes a longtime and very exhausting.

"Soon we will arrive at the airport" the woman said.

"Oh yes madam, thank you ...."

Fay wiped her face pale and a little tired.

"is there anyone at the airport come to pick up you ?" ask the old lady.

"Ya madam, since at the airport in Jakarta I had call my friend and tell my departure time and arrived in Dhaka estimates, just hope she has waited for me at the airport was" fay said with a bit anxious,

ya ... she is have a right to feel anxious, because this is the first time she visited this country. And for the first time she will meet with her best friend that only had know through cyberspace. And also to meet someone who has a special meaning in her heart. This is a big surprise that she was preparing for that someone. For that fay not tell him about her coming to the bd. Even last night, she was still chatting in cyberspace as usual.

After the plane landed, fay immediately rushed toward the exit. she did not have to queue waiting for the luggage, because she only brought a small travel bag and a handbag.

Fay through the door immediately saw a blue-clad girl standing next to the fence by holding a sheet of paper with write her name. Fay immediately recognize her, even though they never met but fay ever seen from the photos she sent. Her name Raisa, final level of medical student, she was very welcoming and friendly. they age 5 years adrift. Raisa much help fay know a lot about bd, various foods, songs n music and also teaches fay to understand all anything about Bengali.

"Assalamualaikum apu, glad to see you here!!" Cried fay very happy.

Raisa welcomed fay with a warm hug. "Waalaikumsalam, welcome to our country, my sweet sister , hopefully you can have fun here."

"Of course apu" fay said as she returned Raisa hug.

They immediately left the airport to the raisa's boarding place . Raisa comes from another town in bd. she was boarding in Dhaka for medical university in BUET.

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Thursday 28 April 2011. 

The next day, fay met Raisa's fiance, hasib. He is also one fay foster brother who was also very fond of her. Hasib just come from shilyet for business, that's why yesterday he did not come pick fay at the airport.
Hasib and Raisa took fay walk out to see Dhaka city atmosphere, and taste some traditional foods bd. after feel  satisfied around all day they returned to the raisa's boarding house  

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Fay felt beating aloy. she nervously waiting pige. Raisa who saw it smiled an excuse for fay's anxiety . This is the first meeting with the someone who is very meaningful to her.

"Just calm fay, he will come." Said Raisa trying to convince and to calm the anxiety of fay.

After waiting for 15menit, the guy finally came. Fay watched quietly from behind the black eyeglasses she deliberately wear to hide his face, and acted as if it were she not known about that boy. hmmmm, he look was not much different from the picture she had ever seen, fay muttered to himself. It's just that he looks a little taller and thinner, probably busy in college and living away from their parents make him a little unkempt.

The boy immediately went to their seats after Raisa waved his hand, he shook raisa's hand with warm and immediately sat down right in front of theraisa's seat . Fay do pretend was reading a book in her hand and sometime  occasionally glancing at pige circumstances behind her glasses.

"Raisa oh, sorry I'm late. There was a slight problem with my duties in the classroom. Sorry to keep you waiting long. "Said the boy was full of remorse.

"OK, It's OK, do not worry" said Raisa.

"Well thank you." pige briefly glanced at fay, but soon looked as if it did not heed!

"Huh be ware .... you'll watch out  then..." cried fay in the heart.
"Oh  Raisa. Is there any problem that you asked me to come here? It seems very important ? Ask pige

Yes Pige , this is very important. I think you can help my sister. she comes from abroad and was doing some are research religious here. Now she looking for one of her acquaintance who was read at medical school and was in same level with you. "Raisa immediately launched a trick which she had neatly arranged to joke with pige.

"Oh really ... What was his name that she's looking for?? Maybe I know him, because as you know, our class level of medical students are divided into three classes. "
"you can ask her! "Raisa pointed fay.

"Assalamualaikum" finally fay also spoken out. Fay slowly rolled her eyeglasses and looked sharply towards pige.
"Wa ... Salaam," pige replied stiff and a little startled to see fay look so sharp, he suddenly felt something strange. Not just because of how fay look at him  with sharp eyes. But those eyes ... oh no ... pige feel so familiar with those eyes. But uft... no ... it is not possible, he muttered to himself.
Fay smiled.
"I'm sorry if I disturb you, I'm looking for someone who comes from Chittagong, and Raisa says you also come from cittagong, and those my friend is read at medical clolej at the same place with you.
"No, I do not feel disturbed. Raisa was my host sister, and you also her host sister too, that means we are the same. I would love it if I can help you. "Reply pige.
"Now tell me, who is the someone that are you looking for." ask pige.
"Wait ... I'll show you his photo." Fay opened her purse and took out a photograph then show it to pige.
"Look at this, perhaps you know him!" Fay smiled as she held out a photograph.
Pige took it, he is very confused with what he saw. In it he does not see any picture of someone, that he sees only the picture of a white dove flying over the white rose, and from the wings of red blood dripped, dripped blood fell on the white roses, till most part of the whiterose becomes red,
Pige frowned ... "are you sure this is a pic of the whom you looking for??"  Pige asked in a puzzled voice.
"Ya right" fay replied confidently.
"But I do not see any pic of some one here" pige said again, while it as in his heart a strange feeling coming again, so he looked back into the picture. Oh no ...no ... is not possible. imposible if it was ...... pige cried out loud to himself . It was he overcome by a deep anxiety.
"Look again as well, I think you can recognize it .... Pigeon .. "fay said softly and half-whispered, so soft and gentle the fay voice  .... but it sounds like a very loud thump on the pige's ear , pige heart tremble. he looked again at face of fay, with a very sharp look, fay reveal scarf that covered most of her face, so that now clearly visible appearance of her sweet face.
"Oh god ...." Pige body was shaking, "whiterose ... ..." he said softly and with quivering lips too, he felt like a breath half flying. He froze and looked fay without blinking.
"You know him?, his name is pigeon ..." fay again smiling so sweet.

"Fay ... is that you?? But .. how it posible? owh I must be dreaming!. "Pige still doubtful ..
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaawwww!"
Pige suddenly cried aloud , and it make so few visitors saw towards them. Pige winced in pain, Raisa  pinched pige's waist very hard.
Raisa chuckled.
"do you fell hurt ? That's mean you're not dreaming. And now looked carefully , who is she now sitting in front of you "said Raisa within try to resist laughing to see pige was in blank. Fay just smiling,
"ya Pige..., it's me....  are you  dont look happy to see me?? "
Pige look intently into the face of fay. he grabbed fay's hand ... oh allah ...., is this really true?? If this is just a dream, please do not let me wake up, let me keep hold this hand, and stared at those beautiful eyes ... pige exclaimed inwardly.
"Hey I'm starving ... i dont eat anything since morning..." fay withdrew her hand from holded of pige, pige jump out on his sat.
Raisa laughed and then ordered some food for them. Pige continued to look at fay's face,  still in disbelief and confusion ...

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4 may 2011
After waiting a week until pige semester exams ended, finally pige took fay to visit his parents' house in cittagong. And Raisa joined with fay after fay pleading her.
After a long journey by bus, they reached at the port city of chittagong. 

as they reached on pige's house, pige's mother and sister greeted them kindly. Fay take mothers hand n touched it in to her face with a litle kiss on mothers palm, that the way of indo people to respect their parents, in contrast with the bangla culture that touches their feet as a form of respect.
Then fay hugged zigy, the only sister of pige who 18th age . This girl is very pretty n her face look like the most of oriental indian face.

Fay was very glad, pige's family really very friendly and greeted her warmly. pige's mother greeted like as welcome her daughter where just returned from overseas. And zigy, although just  now they met but fay already felt very close to her.

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Chittagong ** ** 17 mei 2011
 its a nice afternoon, pige took fay a walk out to the hills, enjoy the beautiful view from a heigh, from the hill they could see into all corners of the chittagong city, they sat on a fallen tree trunk. soft breeze brushing them.
They're do lot fun, sharing stories and joking with cheerful feeeln. Occasionally pige flicked a rose in to fay's face when he could not answer any joke of fay.
Suddenly a dove came in front of them and perched on a tree branch, pige staring at the pigeon and muttered ...
"So pity the pigeon, why he was flying alone in this beautiful hill?" Murmured pige.
"He may not have a spouse or not meet yet with his partner life, and maybe he is now looking for that ... look!!! ... he looked there and here as though looking for something ..." fay said in joke
Pige smiled bitterly, after a moment he looked at fay's face with deep and sharp , fay became uneasy at him,  the way pige looked at fay make her feel awkward and pounding , his black eyes and sharp looked make her felrt stab to such soul. Fay looked down and hiding her face from the pige's eye.
"Fay ......" pige called softly
Fay slowly lifted her face.
"Should the bird continued to take a long journey from a branch to another branch simply because the rose was never given an answer?" Ask pige full figure
"I do not know pige...., the bird should have known that animals and plants are very different, the flowers live forever in the land right, and the birds will always fly in space, they have two different living environments. only occasionally when the bird was tired he would come perched on a branch of the flowers to release the fatigue and smell the flowers fragrance, And then he will fly back, because is imposible for the birds to keep just onlyl perched without flaps the wings, and the flowers ..... .. only on the land she keep stay forever from life to death. Because even though she pleaded with every prayer and prostration long .... The roses could not have hoped that the gifted of a pair of wings so she could accompany the bird wherever he flying  "fay replied so softly, her eyes became calm, there was a clear drop of independent on her eyelids.
Pige sighing ...... he does not know how to make fay tell the honest about the real feelings. Every time he tried to ask, fay always dodged  .
Suddenly there was a dark overcast closed the sky . Pige rushed pulled fay and move hurry n return to home. But, still not so far they run , the hard rain fell down on them, pige grabbing fay's hand and ran down the hillside, until the intersection pige saw a shack by the roadside, and he took fay to shelter there.
Fay shivering, all the clothes and scarf she wearing was wet, drops of water falling from the tip of her hair. Pige looked at fay as felt worried, he knew that she was allergic to the rain and cold weather.
"are you ok??" Ask pige in worried
"Ya, me fine!" Fay said with trembling lips, this cold weather made she shiver with cold.
Pige come close to fay, he  wiped the raindrops that drenched fay's face .
their face were so close, pige looking into fay eyes so deeply, as if to explore something hidden there, but just a ripple ripples are delicate and faint he could not understand its meaning.
Pige suddenly gasped as fay covered her face with both hands, as if to protect her from something that might happen ....
"Oh, sorry fay ... I did not mean to ......."! Pige become self-conscious.
  he take fay's hand and holding the cold finger of fay warmly, . Fay just silent ......
In her heart she wanted to pull her hand from the pige griped , but the warmth and peace that flows through her fingers through her unable to pull away. And fay was only silence.
fay leaning on pole hut, unconsciously her eyes were closed, enjoying the strange feeling is racing in her heart, which increasingly covered her heart, only to grasp the finger, pige able to channel the warmth, who could drive away the cold rain and wind that rustled. Fay was like being in space, wrapped in a soft, distant white clouds, like dancing and flying with delight. what a feelings that never fay felt before. Fay was the first time felt the peace that is so beautiful ... ...
and a moment later, when consciousness began to return in fay, fay felt something touch her lips, fay immediately opened his eyes, and was struck when she saw pige's face so close in front of her, very close and almost no distance.
Fay pushed hard pige body, so pige fall down on the floor. Fay then ran out of the hut, and just run through heavy rain. Feelings raging within her heart, sense of shame, happiness, and sense of sin ... ..
   This thing is very unusual for a her lifetime because she never allow any man to touched her hand, what even to  touch her face,
While the pige gasped and fell because of the push by fay, immediately he wake up and then pursue fay who kept running in the pouring rain.
There is a feeling of guilt in the hearts of pige, but guilt is nothing more than feeling happy, he's happy ... because he finally knew for sure that fay love him. Now he believes that fay really love. Finally he managed to conquer fay and uncover all the hidden feelings with a "kiss"
'fay, wait ....! "Pige trying to stop fay where was ran out.
But fay do not listen , fay kept running. Pige be worried, because fay not know this hill, and pige knnowed, fay ran toward the abyss so deep and steep.
"Fay, please stop dear!!, there is a ravine in front of you, pliz you stop!." Pige was desperately cried. And kept running after fay.

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Balikpapan 17-mei-2011
In a VIP room Balikpapan Pertamina hospital, looks a little busy, in which there is a girl who was being personalited treated . The girl was in a coma, she was one of the victims of deadly accidents in the  five  intersection  plaza rapax. The girl is the young girl in hijab who drives a motorcicle  pink vario. her motorcycle by trailer n also crushed the girl and burned at the time, and she suffered very serious injuries all over his body. 21 days in the hospital got treatment but there are no sign she will wake up. The girl was in a coma for 21 days.
In the hospital room seemed someone was adorned with white roses, and a little girl carrying a tray with a cake in a beautifully decorated, like a birthday cake, because on top of cake with a candle number 21.
"Whether my sizy would wake up ummy ?" Ask the little girl to her mama.
"Ya dear, let us wish sister fay to wake up."  she said .
Several other family members began to arrive, today is the birthday of the girl's 21. They gathered to pray for her to get well and get up from a long coma.
When finished reading a few verses of al-Quran, the little girl named chevy then approached the bed where fay lay,
"siz fay, pliz wake up, chevy miss you. Chevy wants to play again with sizy, chevy promise will not make mischief and trouble to you again ... .. "chevy said softly in a voice that was sniffed back tears.
Chevy put a little piece of birthday cake, and with loving she put n smeared  it on  fay lips where was looks so dry.
"take it  sizy, pliz  eat ya ... long time ... sizy not eat." Chevy  kiss fay, and she could not stop crying again. Longing to the only sister who was 21 days in a coma as a sad heart. The tears that trickled down the pale face of fay.
"Sizy pliz, let's wake up ..." chevy shook fay with strong on her shoulders. Aby  immediately approached chevy and tried to persuade her and make she calm down, but suddenly chevy rebeled  like crazy again and shook violently as she cry out. Aby trying to hold chevy's hands , chevy accidentally stuck her hand aids breathing tube attached to the nose fay, so that pulled out and released.
Fays body jerked, her whole body trembled in shock and shaking, all the people in the room was in a panic. One of them immediately ran to call the doctor for help.

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Meanwhile, far away there, fay still continue to run through the pouring rain.
Many times pige called her and told  fay to stopped, and warned of the dangers that await her.
But rain over the sound pige. Fay did not hear the warning 4m pige, when the feelings continued raging in her mind, fay did not realize there was a black shadow in front of her. And when she realized, it was too late, fay can not stop her feet when fay arrived in a black shadow that is a very deep ravine and steep. Fay body fell ..
"Allahu akbar ... ....!" Fay yelped in shocked.
pige where is behind of fay immediately caught her hand. Fay body slammed on the edge of a steep ravine.  pige holded strength fay's hand so as not to fall into the abyss. But pige lost his balance, and the rain made pige grip loose. Fay had fallen into a deep abyss, the abyss that was never touched by humans because there is no way to get there.

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In the meantime, while the same room when the hospital where she was in treatmentt, there is tremendous panic, a doctor and several nurses rushed the girl to the emergency room, intensive care unit.
A moment later the doctor called the father and mother of fay, they went into the ICU. Her eyes look slightly open.
"Fay .. you're awake dear .. "
  fay mother immediately embraced with tears in her eyes.
"A .... Aabah, u .... Uu .. mmy ... ..." fay trying to speak with all his strength, but still her voice was low.
"ya dear, we are here" fay parents approached.
"Thank you for your affection for this, but, now I must go. I have to go back to the hill .... Pige waiting for me there. "
Fay parents looked at each other in confusion, they do not understand what the words mean fay.
"I'm sorry, if during my live , fay do so many mistakes and sins to all of you. Fay love you all ,... .... Laaaa ... .. ilaaa ... .. illaaal ... laaah. Mu .... Ham .... Mad..........  rasul ... ... ... .. lul .... lah "after the sentence say that creed. Fay re-closed her eyes. And heartbeat detection machine creaked loudly. And the picture on the monitor screen was just a straight line, with no movement.
She had gone for ever. return to the divine .... forever.