tears in silence

Is this wrong?
if I think there are now different between you and me?
Did you know? we are now further away?
or maybe that was what you wanted?

I tried so long to survive,
in a quiet and silent, without greetings from you.
try to understand it on your busyness.
and be patient wait until you get back ..

Day after day I spent in a quiet ...
sometimes haunted me nervous.
when the longing for your presence ....
makes me want to cry ...

but do you realize with all this??
or you really do not care??
there I was too much to ask?
about something that I should not expect from you?

If you think this is just a series of words
I like the creative work of the poet ..
it would be futile tears ...
accompany each letter I type in for you ....
just for you .... pigeon .....!!!

"from someone who drowned in silence"

* whiterose *